I can't remember the last time I was here.
Scribbling away my thoughts, having been inspired by something, or an incident triggering a thought in my mind.
One thing I want to add is, I miss writing. I miss organizing my thoughts into a paragraph. I miss meditating deep into my life, its direction, celebrations, changes and lessons.
I miss the wise little girl I was, but work has changed me.
I write this on the night of the last day of highschool for students. I am so glad that the year is over, that I can finally take a deep breath of relief and reflect over this year.
This year has been challenging for a number of reasons. A lot has happened that drained my emotions and energy, and it's not all that joyful and encouraging when I take the time to stop and think. The worst part has been (now that I think of it) is that experiences keep changing me into a person I don't know. I always thought every experience made you grow an inch taller, that there is at least one lesson to take away even from a bad experience. But I'm now beginning to think that some experiences will tear you apart and the only lesson that you gain from it is to never make the same mistake. - which sucks by the way.
I am making the year 2013 sound very depressing aren't I...
What didmake me smile and make my heart warm was my students that I had the privilege of looking after and teaching this year.
I love all of them so much. They are my strength & happiness.
Cheers
XO
