Happy Birthday Jesus

이 세상에서 가장 귀한 이름 예수님 생신 축하드려요, 저희를 구하러 오신 예수님 감사해요. 저희의 주인되시는 주님 감사해요, 저의 생명 주께 있습니다, my breath, my every movement, my spirit. Forever be my friend Lord..♥ Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace to men on whom his favor rests - Luke 2:14

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I love my church..........because it's the body of Christ.....because God gave it to us....I'm so overwhelmed by God's grace, my heart aches in repentence, I'm sick to death about sin, it revolts me and I am just so thankful and at peace with God, because He's the true life, and I found Him, but yes really He found me first.. Jesus is just so entirely full of love and mercy, He didn't have to go through death for us but He did, and I am just stunned at the thought of that, I'm shaking in tears because I cannot fathom His mercy and I do not know how to take His grace.....I was once a sinner and now I have been cleansed, wiped of all darkness through God's grace, and all I know is that I wish to be in His PRESENCE all the days of my life, my spirit is glad and I feel as if it's drinking from the spring of life, that overflows, and is abundant and that never dries out!!!!
I LOVE HIM, praise the LORD, the ALMIGHTY, CREATOR and RULER, KING of ALL MAJESTYS. I give You my heart, in your hands, O God, help me..spread the GOOD NEWS, not be of the flesh, guide me, that I do not stumble. I bow down before Your throne. Amen.

Although I disappoint myself

I got introduced to Jaeson Ma (a preacher/evangelist) from a post on FB, I looked him up on youtube, watched several of his sermons and he speaks so fast and passionately in the presence of the Holy Spirit, and he's so real, full of mistakes and flaws but with a dream to please Jesus Christ and be like him. I think it's quite important that my spirit is given the message of truth and life from different servants of God, especially because I can relate better to a person like Jaeson who is 31 now I think, he's been through some really dark times of which he's been forgiven and given grace and reading his blog speaking of his triumphs and failures day by day as a son of God is inspiring. I hope to be the hope of somebody one day. I want to experience God's unfailing love and grace more deeply everyday, learn to love myself although I fail although I am weak in following Jesus' footsteps, because God has looked to me and given me another chance, His love never fails - and it's so hard to understand what something means to never fail because not one thing stands forever except God - and I am His daughter. Peace to all of you who are reading this.