Dear God

I'm sorry.

At this moment, I feel I owe you an apology for making it about me. You're always and all throught about me but I, I haven't given myself fully to you. If I had, I wouldn't have complained the past hour demanding all these things that you ought to do for me. If things would have been about you, then I would have given you my trust and thanked you for all the things you've poured out in my life.

God, I am a sinner and I have countless flaws. I've done you wrong many times and again and it was me that nailed you on that cross. But I come to you reckless, in ruins and broken, hopeful that you'll hear my cry and take me into your arms again. Thank you God for showing me my weakness that I put my trust in You only, thank you for lending me your eagle's wings, You have yet again answered me in my prayers, taught me to rise up from my fall and look to You in everlasting hope.

It's frustrating to see how I can become so unfaithful to You God, doubting Your presence for even a split second...it annoys me every time I see this because it's just like proof that I lacked in prayer.. Anyway, I want to give You my deepest apology and repentance, for the fool I've been and the proud heart I had that whispered I can pray later...

God, in these dark times, hold me close, even if I forget to, reach out for me..give me Your heart so that when I go out to preach Your Name there shall be healing, give me Your heart that I can love and serve others like You Jesus...let You become fully in me so that all of that I do is of happiness and joy.

All the glory to You God ♥